I can’t believe I’m a mother without…
Life has been twisted and turned upside down. As a mother, I had both the wonderful privilege of holding my sweet son as I brought him into this world…and the horrible chore of holding him as he took his last breaths and left this world, at only 7 years old. June 24, 2010 he earned his angel wings, passing away after an inspiring but brief fight against Cystic Fibrosis. Now I live, solely focusing on living a life to get to be with him again in heaven, and to raise awareness for Cystic Fibrosis research. I am dedicated to a cure, not only for my sweet sons legacy but so that other CF families never experience the greatest loss of their lives that we are now facing. My mother’s arms are missing Connerman, yet he still inspires me daily to leave a mark of LOVE on this world…so for you my sweet prince, mommy will try!
Love Love Love
Always Always Always
today is a hard day to find anything to be thankful for. it’s a hard day to get out of bed.
thursday.
gone 16 thursdays already…almost exactly 4 months…
I’m struggeling to find the meaning, the lesson, the message and struggeling to find hope.
so for today, to be completely raw and real…today I am thankful for quiet time while Hunters at school and baby B naps, today I am thankful for quiet.
Cystic fibrosis is an inherited chronic disease that affects the lungs and digestive system of about 30,000 children and adults in the United States (70,000 worldwide). A defective gene and its protein product cause the body to produce unusually thick, sticky mucus that:
Go to http://www.cff.org/ for more information
Today I am thankful for you, Sarah.. Thank you for sharing your thoughts here. It is a privilege to come here and read your blog. Thank you for sharing your Connerman with the rest of us. He stole my heart and I know so many others, as well... Thank you. Love and happiness to you always ♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteYou are doing great. You're amazing, Sarah.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear of your pain Sarah, I just nexted and found your blog. I know your pain in losing a child as my daughter at 18 months passed unexpectedly this year. I'm sorry for the pain.
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